Daycody A New Beginning

I Am Not Emo

First, I am not Emo, is that clear?. I started to feel this loneliness in my heart. You may laugh at me but this is very natural for all of us. Started last (week of July)... til the next few days, I started to be all alone. Liquor and Internet is my friend, that habit is bad that is why I readjust as soon as possible I can. I manage my problem all alone by reading my old post at this website and writing my own articles, its like my old self is teaching me what to do. Those times, I manage not to tell anyone or anybody about it, and I just keep my self busy doing a lot of task to avoid thinking of the problem. Everybody think it is still normal because I manage to keep my confidence good as a professional person. I don't intend to affect my own work and professionalism.

I will not tell you my story about it because definitely it is too confidential and private. Anyway here is another tip of what is all about "If you plan to enter a long distance relationship, or if your wife will go abroad, tell your wife to put a total trust to you before leaving the country, this will give you a confident to stay in good side."

Right now, I feel better than last few weeks. Despite there are still times that need to overcome, I am confident that I am mature enough to handle things into the right place. I am not emotional, I am just transparent in my blog, because I consider this blog as part of myself. Whoever the reader is, they might have experience similar to this one and they might agree with me but doesn't need to notify me that they read it. I also  remember that my work, dealing with people and some are professional task need not to be affected, they should be treated rightly into the best place you can be. Business should be separated and must not be affected by your personal problems, remember that it is not your colleagues fault why you are experiencing those problems. In Business Administration, we are advised to handle problems as soon as possible, not making or solving into a long period of time. It might be impossible to solve the problem if the only solution is impossible, but take note that if you have that wisdom, then you are idiot.

Anyway, thanks to our God for guidance that give us a huge comfort. Thanks to my family who is there supporting whatever good decision I made, my friends who are always their for the company. To the colleagues in my work who keeps the day happy. To the unknown old employees who made a fight last August 12 and made me realize that I am "matured and intelligent than them". To some student's who smile everyday. And to the whole association of brothers around the world who pray for our problems. Stay Happy Readers!