I am bored this day, but i miss my boss
15 minutes more before 5.30 pm. its my time of going out of the work, i am really bored this day, from 8.30 am i have no work to do. Early this morning, we came from a brgy to give support to my friend who has provoke by someone, my tears almost fall down when i saw him. I give my full support to him and thank him for every motivation he gives to me. He also teach me a lesson even in this situation. I will never forget him. He is the best workmate that i have. My friend. All i can give is a friendship that could last forever. I know he could pass all this chalenges, he is a kind person, and everybody knows that.
Positions are just a pain for human in positions
Mostly of the worldly people are aspiring having a positions, or higher responsibility. They think that having a high position will minimized there work and have more time, gaining more money, and having more hapiness. But they are wrong. This is not a post to put down and to polute your mind having a higher position, and not also a post that will builds up to those dont have any positions, lol. This is just the reality.
Having a position gives you more pain, more problems, more liabilites, and more time... yes more time of work. Compared to an ordinary employee, he is gaining less salary, but he has a peace of mind, he can sleep at night and less liabilities. Now my point here is, if an person is contented on what he has, or it is already sufficient for his own family, he dont need to dream big. Dreaming big is welcoming disaster.
Just keep your life simple, everything will be ok. You will recieve a high salary than those in positions, yes... as Salary per hour of hapiness with your priorities that money cant buy.
Deleted Testimonial, as request… but its memorable for me
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Posted 11/3/2007 11:28 pm
"i am dreaming of a lady, never been kiss, never been touch, never been into relationship since birth, elegant and simple... i know she is one in a million. (be single if not her or not really in love.)"
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Posted 08/10/2007 10:56 pm
hi,kmzta ka na *****,naalala lng kta,sipag you naman,some tyms relax ka,khit konti,,,,take care always,god bless...
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Posted 08/10/2007 7:29 am
the more time i talk to you, i cant deny, the more i get close and the more i am afraid, i dont know why, because im afraid of loosing you. im always pretending, my life is full of pretending, i pretend im always on your side, i pretend we are together, but all i know you are near (even far from me). im always here beside you cathy. i dont know what to say when im with you, maybe its time for me to be professional on the job i am applying for. 
i care for you always cathy.
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Posted 07/19/2007 7:41 am
... the lady who change me a lot. the one who drives me crazy that makes me out of mind. a lady what we call a "one in a million", besides of beauty and brain, humbleness and hardword is another, another thing she made me impress because of her spiritual goals and willingness. the lady you expect more than you think, i cannot describe how impressing she is, you just dont know...
life is so easy and no stress if you found someone to love, who will complete your life, she is the only reason for living. hoping she will be part of my life forever.
let me tell the world how i care for you. no fame, money, or even other one can give me the full contentment and joy except you. i hope you will be the last girl, coz of all, you are the most different from all histories, no one can replace, and no one can catch my heart except you in this world the lady i falling in love with.
i care for you always...
... i will always be here for you.
Just a small post
It was really funny when i will go back at my very first age, and all i can remember is when i was 2 years old, but my 1 year old, i have no idea, i just care on sunrise and sunset that time. now... hehehe. I am just happy i know how to drive good my own car now, i just go around at night at the capitol but gives me lack of sleep, lol.
No hair again, many people ask why.
Well its my way of forgetting someone. I dont know if it is already a routine when the time comes, but i am doing this when i want to forget someone. It means moving on to the next line. But this time its different, the lady im talking about is not even my girlfriend, i even didnt try to court her, but i love her, thats why i want to move on and have this hair again. The ugly man back to his ugly face again. lol
My dearest friend…
Thank you very much for help and some motivation, new ideas i learned from you, with deep respect and honor for you. Thank you very much.
Moving on to the next line after all
I cant deny i was hurt what happen to me, But all i am not idiot to think what i sould do. I cant deny i miss everything. Well its genuine and true love. There are so many ladies i can choose from who like me too, they are far from her, i mean they are more better, more complete package for me. But i am still choosing her until now. Well i am ok now, unlike last few weeks. So i am confident i can fight and to stand again. She taugh me many lessons, and i thank her, i even dont remove her picture at my friendster. Now i close my heart, i will wait for someone who will love me. But still based on qualities i am looking. I will not plan for any marriage as of now, i will start planning for myself and for my spirituality which is the most important. I love myself...
Why not upgrade? People may ask
Well this is a blogsite and i tell everything here when im alone or nothing to tell with, hehe. Many people ask me why, why i am still dont change, my physical appearance, no new cloths, or maybe you must upgrade, hehe. even my cellphone is still the same and im still using it. Well the explanation is i am not changing, i am a poor man, so whatever happen i am still poor and nothing will happen. But i feel i am blessed with a good family. I started to work at my early age of 15 as a Store-in-charge in an Internet cafe. My salary is 100 pesos per day, so that is around 3000 a month. (that is 60 dollars, but take note Cost of living in the philippines is 70 percent lower than in US). My cost of living if im computing that is around 1000 per month since i am still a kid, so i can save 2000 monthly. Now time has come i work to another company and i am earning 180 per day, that is around 5400 a month. Still my cost of living is 1500. Time comes, i still even accept job which i only earn 600 a month! Yes no comlain, and i dont think im downgrading... But i have a savings even i am only 17, it maybe funny to hear and people may underestimate, hehehe. Now, even i can say my salary is higher, i still maintain the cost of living of 2000 + 500 extra. I live as a poor person, i can, why i should upgrade my lifestyle if i can live simple? People has its choice, but its my choice, i am happy of my choice. No adjustment needed, this is real me, just balance.